My Beloved Grandma.

It's really too sudden to accept all these at a go.
I really still cannot forget what I witness, what I have seen.

I witness how my grandma grasping for her last breathe to see my eldest cousin before she stop.

I really witness every single thing.

I teared so much so much that right now, my heart there's some problem.
At times, I felt that I have difficulty in breathing.

Maybe partially is because I'm afraid & feeling sad at the same time and my heart cannot take such a great impact.

Every night I felt something is missing.
Although my granny always nag me to sleep early. But I just ignore. Because she's really naggy mah.

But now, seriously, frankly I can tell you. I miss her so much.

I still her presence in the house.
I know she came back looking at us.
Now she's in heaven. I mean seriously. Because too much things to be mention too detailed over here.
Because some people choose to believe, some might not.

It's really too hard to believe.

I believe that my granny is happy up there watching over us.
When I miss her, the only thing I pray is she get into my dreams. =)

I miss you, granny.