Some shocking news.

Firstly, I'm very happy that my beloved class 3 license is 1 year old! Which means I doesn't need to place that stupid "P" plates anymore. WOOHOO!


And secondly, this news really shock my life tremendously till I don't know what to say.
I'm scare, but I don't know I'm scare of what. =\

1 of my ex-classmate, he committed suicide and pass away on the 10th of july.
I attended his wake yesterday. It was really heart wrenching to see it. His GF was crying so hard till I think she really already got some breakdown & depression.
His mother cried till that shown out a very tired & shagged face already.

I tell you when you see it, you also feel like crying.
It's like really too heart wrenching already.

And all these made me can't even sleep. I toss & turn around until very very late. I don't know why. Don't ask me.
When I closed my eyes, his face just keep appearing. My mind is all those images in MacPherson. Though we don't really talk to each other. But the whole class is freaking playing hide-n-seek with the teacher. Skip lessons together as a class. Like what the fuck right. =\

Whatever it is... God bless him & friends forever. =]