I've had changed?

Maybe?
I realised I really changed too.

Maybe is because I dont believe or rather trust anyone anymore.
Especially the one close to me; so what if they are close?
They do still betray and make use of you.

I'm just 1 living example.

Friends do make use of me; and I seriously hate it so much so much.
But I din't even say any words, all I did was just kept quiet and let them do what they want to do to me.

All I know that is... Everyone loves to make use of me.
They took me for granted.

If you treat someone good got use? No use lor.
They won't return back your good one.
In fact, they will continue to make use of your good.

Amy told me this, don't trust your friends so much.
Yah, and I agreed.

In this world nobody can be trusted be it ur good friends or whosoever.

Long long time ago, I'm a girl who don't give any face to anyone I see not happy and I dislike.
But to a certain period, I changed to the better. As in.. give in to whoever.
They want to angry with me I pleased them. I never be so calculative.

And now the old old WeiLing is back again.
Even passerby who just pass by.
Can you imagine?!
I can even stared and *roll my eyes* at them when I don't even know them!

For example this noon, I was wanting to top up my EZlink. But this particular guy don't know is que-ing or what shit. Stand there and stare at me... And I was like stared and roll my eyes at him.
He apologised? CHEEBYE. Can you imagine?!

WeiLing ah weiling, don't be like this anymore.

I don't want to become till like this also lor. It's really not good.

Anyhoos, I almost being knocked down by a taxi driver this noon while on my way back home.
Fuck la hor!

I wasn't be careful la. So not the driver's fault too.